Monday, January 03, 2005

Chatter Box

By now...many would have realizd I have a chatter box installed. So for everyone who happens to be reaidng, please feel free to drop a line or 2 into my humble box... "so that we cann all feel like a family"Haha Thats what the advertisement reads when i was choosing a box to install.

Anyway a friend commented on why i wanted to have a box as well. Apparently so, he has a hugely controversial tag board that makes the Inquisitor seem like child's play. Obviously, he thinks that i would want that as well.... Well honestly, the attention if achieved would be extremely flattering, but i would have to disappoint him cos sincerely it is for the purpose of letting everyone say whatever it is u wanna say where everyone can really feel like they are communicating with one another. So again, pour your hearts in my fellow bloggers and surfers.

Another friend has just gotten a blog as well. Seems the power of the keyboard is spreading hahahaha. And hers seem so mch cooler, even though she started later than i did. Haiz, time to buck up. Anyway recently had a fight with her( this friend of mine), and up till now we havent resolved it. We used to be able to resolve it withing days, but this is the longest ever. ANd i realized that this time i am angry ah....

Should i be pissed? Would it mean that i am a bloody sensitive pussy? Well i guess it might, but honestly i couldnt care less. A lot of things hae happened in the last year that have made me realize what friendship really is, and i can safely say that she is definitely one person that i sincerely would consider a great friend. A really great one. And for that i am truly appreciative. Been thru some rough times, the 2 of us. And i love her a lot for that. She knows that. Well what we are arguing about could be a minute compared to the shit we have been through, but i am terribly disturbed by it and i have dismissed it for a long time, thinking that it was realy nothing. But i guess it got too much.

You cannot expect me to tell you everything that is going on with my life ncluding all my shit, without u keeping your end of the bargain. And if u observe properly, everytime i ask you about it, u just keep mum or refuse to say anything. And there is a limit to what i can do here. But yet, you seem to know every single thing in my life, because i told you without a thought at all. Maybe its me, and that you dont seem to trust me, although i dont see what credibility you have in making that judgement, especially you. Even so, then you might need to reconsider the pacts we have and the strong ties of friendship you so uphold and claim to have between us.

Again, i dont wish to argue.It mught be minute but i personally think its too disturbing just to let go. Furthermore, i believe that i should be able to talk to you whenever i need to, for if not then here is no point to thi at all.

Ok enough about that. Sorry for those who would not be able to understand everything i have just written, especially the haphazard discourse structure and grammar. My apologies but it is after all my blog and i would write as i deem fit. Which reminds me, a friend actually commented that my english was horrendous, which is rather refreshing, but well everyone is entitled to their opinions. For that, whenever necessary, i shall be absolutely cautious of the english that i use. Pardon me as well, for any apparent typo errors that u might sometimes see on my postings. I am just too lazy to check before submitting my posts.

Anyway its few more days before school reopens. Bidding rounds are in and i dont understand how i was outbidded for all my econs modules. Where are the priorities laid for final year and major students? Gone with the tsunami waves i guess. But i guess i would have to rebid again tomorrow.

There are a lot of things which has to be done. More importantly is to secure my financial supplies for the year. I have to get to MDIS tomorrow, cos if not then there would be nil income. I have to pay Mum and Dillah back. He is my best friend by the way.

had a great time today going out watching oceans twelve. It was a fantastic movie and everyone must watch it. It was really a great day today that i ended up thinking what am i doing? Althoug i realized it did burn a hole in my pocket la, but i guess it was money well spent. Looks like i would be starving for the whole of January and maye even february. But honestly in that sense it was a good day.

Actually could have been better, had the guitar today and i planned to sing and play, but somehow it didnt happen. If not it would have been a perfect day. Well these days dont come by that often. Haha.

Ok I am tired. I know this is a really bad entry guys. I am sorry, just too lazy to be meticulous. Ill catch up with ya soon.

Azuan Out

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