There it is. I finally did it. I decided that I wanted to start blogging like weeks ago. Then i told myself, "After exams, after exams". i finished my exams more than a week ago, then this morning i finally did something. Well, it was actually kind of difficult to get started, cos there really were quite a few things that had to be done prior to setting up a blog, but whatever the case, here i am. Many questioned as to why i wanted to start a blog. You could hear, "Why are you being such a girl, why you so pussy??". Well, I dont really have to explain myself for doing something personal, but i guess i shall, since doing so would reaffirm my belief in doing so. Basically the jist of it is that, throughout my entire life, as a trainer and as a facilitator for camps i attended, I have always propogated those around me to reflect on life, take a step back to think, be focused and driven towards your own ambitions. However, i realized i dont think i do that enough, despite knowing the necessity and the benefits of doing it. Therefore, i suppose blogging, keeping a online journal, helps meto track back past lives, past deeds, and to pave new pathway for the future.Things tend to get more organized when you pen them down. On top of that, i realize whether i want to admit or not, reminiscing and thinking about old memories, is something i love to do. With a blog, i suppose it allows me to do so on my own without sounding too "jiwang" and without letting others tell me to" Eh wan, stop thinking and hoping about the past and start focusing about the future lah!!!" Well. these are just some of the reasons why i am starting to blog guys and girls.

Many will tell me that i could just keep a diary, or something more personal, but i realize that my life has been pretty "closet" all these 23 years, and maybe being a little honest, and upfront about stuff would help me deal with my own shortcomings. On top of that, all these years in NUS, has made me hate writing, coupled with my illegible handwriting, blogging seemed an approapriate step.

So to Azuan Tan, I hope you gain whatever to gain from thisbig step you are taking(hahah...yeah right). To my fellow readers, welcome to my life. For my family and friends, and for those who know me, feel free to leave any comments, opinions or criticisms. I welcome them as i believe it is good to learn from your mistakes. To those who dont know me and happened to stumble upon my blog, I am Azuan Tan...err my profile says it all. Thats it for now. Its noon and i havent bathed, so i guess i shall log out and start cleansinh this filthy body of mine.