I am tired

I am tired. I am tired thinking about money. I am tired thinking about whether I am going to get the Mendaki Assignment. I don’t want to think about the amount of time I have to spend on looking for tuition assignments. I hate to wonder whether, because I am probably not going to get the MTS assignment, I have to be teaching private tuition every single day traveling from hall all the way in the west. I ponder whether or not, I have to start thinking about better ways at distributing my money, like spending a lot less on food, whether or not having a car and staying in hall this semester would be very expensive, since I could save money eating at home. But then I would be wasting money on petrol. But if I calculate hall fees per month and adding it up with food per month, petrol money spent on traveling up and down from pasir ris to boon lay will never reach that amount. How?

I need to save for a bicycle by march, for my mid year trip which I have been wanting to go for a long time, for an mp3 player, a new lap top…argh…..on top of that I need to save money in general, because I am not getting any younger and I need these savings in the event a rainy day props up, especially if I have a car. Sigh, sigh.

Basically I am screwed.

Oh yes, Happy New Year, y'all. Hope you have a good one. I know i am not going to.

Matan Out