you thought that was the last of me
If you had asked me a year ago if i would revitalize my blog site, I would have said "Get outta here". But here i am. One and half years. Thats how long it has been i think. I am not going to bother logging out to search for the date of my my most recent or not so recent post cos it doesnt really matter. The fact is that I am posting again and we shall see how long this lasts.
Before i continue, there are a few disclaimers i need to make for everyone who reads this.
Firstly- I own a new lap top now and I would usually be posting from this new baby of mine. Nevertheless, with me nothing ever comes in perfect. The "a" button on my keyboard is a little screwed up. I wanted to get it checked erlier but my brother says its because of this new case sensitive thing installed into new keyboards and that i had to get used to typing on it and everything would be fine. Read on and you will find all the missing As in my words. Its been 4 months anyway since i first got hold of it. Yes, my brother was being an idiot.
Secondly- Afraid that i am going to have students reading, or worse still, colleagues, i am going to have a few private posts. So if you find me making references to something that you cant really make sense of, thats because i cant be bothered to explain and there are just certain things that i choose to keep secret.
Thirdly- I blog to make a spectacle of myself. Cos if its just because i need an outlet for my daily rantings and vent up emotional stress, i would use a diary. Instead i use a blog, a website that is easily accessed by everyone in this world connected by a world wide web. So stop asking me why i blog. I am narcistic and i want people to know that. On the other hand, I cant complain if some "anonymous reader" wants to quote me or incriminate me, or just plain insult me. I am not going to be all cool about it, but in this case, I asked for it.
I am starting to sound like one of those angry teenagers blogging about how everyone is against them and how they hate their lives and everyone else but themselves. No i am not. I am just a PE teacher who has nothing better to do on a sunday afternoon. Usually, I wouls spend my sundays waking up sending my sister to religious class, then going back to bed and then waking up again at 12 to pick her up again. Then i would spend very long hours on the computer or watching tv doing and watching god knows what, waiting in great anticipation to go for a sunday soccer league game my friends and i play in. The guy, who organizes this league didn't contact me the whole week, even after i called and messaged him several times. SO no game for us today.
Tomorrow is a school day. I am back at east spring doing my practicum and this is my 7th week. All my observations are done but i am praying and hoping they make me do one more this coming week. After that it would be exams for the kids and hopefully life would get less stressful for me.
I am self-destructing. I am looking at myself and I realize that I am going to disintegrate soon. Mentally and emotionally i mean. Everything is not really going very well for me and if i dont pick myself up soon, things are really going to get out of hnd and I might not be able to tke control. I hope that by blogging again, I am admitting this to myself AND I would stop stagnating in this awful limbo. Cos honestly, its time to take control.
I am logging off. Need to watch this show I usually miss dus to sunday soccer. Its called windfall. Its a about a group of people striking lottery and how they change when they suddenly become milionaires. With all my finncial woes, this drama is escapism for me.
See y'all in a bit
Before i continue, there are a few disclaimers i need to make for everyone who reads this.
Firstly- I own a new lap top now and I would usually be posting from this new baby of mine. Nevertheless, with me nothing ever comes in perfect. The "a" button on my keyboard is a little screwed up. I wanted to get it checked erlier but my brother says its because of this new case sensitive thing installed into new keyboards and that i had to get used to typing on it and everything would be fine. Read on and you will find all the missing As in my words. Its been 4 months anyway since i first got hold of it. Yes, my brother was being an idiot.
Secondly- Afraid that i am going to have students reading, or worse still, colleagues, i am going to have a few private posts. So if you find me making references to something that you cant really make sense of, thats because i cant be bothered to explain and there are just certain things that i choose to keep secret.
Thirdly- I blog to make a spectacle of myself. Cos if its just because i need an outlet for my daily rantings and vent up emotional stress, i would use a diary. Instead i use a blog, a website that is easily accessed by everyone in this world connected by a world wide web. So stop asking me why i blog. I am narcistic and i want people to know that. On the other hand, I cant complain if some "anonymous reader" wants to quote me or incriminate me, or just plain insult me. I am not going to be all cool about it, but in this case, I asked for it.
I am starting to sound like one of those angry teenagers blogging about how everyone is against them and how they hate their lives and everyone else but themselves. No i am not. I am just a PE teacher who has nothing better to do on a sunday afternoon. Usually, I wouls spend my sundays waking up sending my sister to religious class, then going back to bed and then waking up again at 12 to pick her up again. Then i would spend very long hours on the computer or watching tv doing and watching god knows what, waiting in great anticipation to go for a sunday soccer league game my friends and i play in. The guy, who organizes this league didn't contact me the whole week, even after i called and messaged him several times. SO no game for us today.
Tomorrow is a school day. I am back at east spring doing my practicum and this is my 7th week. All my observations are done but i am praying and hoping they make me do one more this coming week. After that it would be exams for the kids and hopefully life would get less stressful for me.
I am self-destructing. I am looking at myself and I realize that I am going to disintegrate soon. Mentally and emotionally i mean. Everything is not really going very well for me and if i dont pick myself up soon, things are really going to get out of hnd and I might not be able to tke control. I hope that by blogging again, I am admitting this to myself AND I would stop stagnating in this awful limbo. Cos honestly, its time to take control.
I am logging off. Need to watch this show I usually miss dus to sunday soccer. Its called windfall. Its a about a group of people striking lottery and how they change when they suddenly become milionaires. With all my finncial woes, this drama is escapism for me.
See y'all in a bit
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